title: mixed feelings tick.. and the clock struck 9! ITS OVER! o's have OFFICIALLY ENDED! this is such an incredible feeling, it's just so hard to describe. and how did i celebrate it? i went to malaysia to shop with ling hui! well.. didnt really buy much, but had a great and fun time over there. haha on the other note, the equation balances out like this: end of o's = end of secondary school. i must say this equation is one that can be nerve wrecking at times. where am i to be or to go once i've completed my secondary education? to a JC? or a Poly? to the arts stream or the science stream? to which course out of the countless courses in Poly? wow.. look at the vast choices to choose from! though it may not be as many as when you step into a uni or into the society, it just feels overwhelming at this point where you have only been up to this stage. well... i guess it all voices down to faith and trust. faith in believing what is unseen in the future and trusting that God's plan would be the best of all. this also means listening- listening to God's calling. i read a book today. it was about passion to serve and making a difference. the book mentioned something that i found real meaningful. "passion is a gift from God to empower you" so.. this thought came to me. instead of always looking for where my passion lays, why not i discover the passion that God has already laid for me? and yes.. that's what i shall do! although i may not know how long i'll take to discover it or how to even start discovering it, i'll keep trying till the day i discover the passion that comes from God. and finally, just once more, O's are OVER! Labels: passion |
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