title:  loneliness aint a good feeling at all. it's even worse when u feel lonely in a crowd.what's the crowd even doing to make u feel sooo lonely? nothing.. they're just being themselves, or their fake-selves. u cant blame them.. u just dont fit in. face it. how saddening eh? too bad. life's like that. they say take it or leave. unfortunately, leave it isnt what u can do. so.. just take it, u idiot. tears stream out whenever u feel lonely. u just want a companion. 1 is enough. sadly, there's none. are u in the wrong place? she doesnt like that feeling at all.. she just wants to leave that place. she longs that it doesnt keep going on. it'll make her life miserable. very. but, to blend in, or to look for a companion in the crowd, u have to fit in. to fit in means u have to be like them. but she doesnt want to. not when the crowd's like this. she suddenly admires all who can undergo change without changing. she wants to be like one. can she? she hopes so.. u've only got 2 choices: to be urself and be lonely; to leave urself and be accepted. but... she wants none of this 2. she wants to be herself and be accepted. what was supposed to be 3 enjoyable days made her feel so miserable. she hasnt any clue how she's going to face the new term ahead. at first, she couldn't wait. now, she thinks she needs more time. ='( in any way, thank u for those encouraging words. she feels better. =) Labels: stop the tick tocks |
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