thoughts in words.


profile.

JOLENE
Valentine's day EVE.
Temasek Polytechnic. Psychology Student.

ADORES a God-centred life.
LOVES life simple, with a tinge of surprises here and there.
CHERISHES her family and friends.
RELISHES music.
APPRECIATES photography.
HOPES to touch a cloud someday.

voices of others.

friends.
? HUICHUN
? LINGHUI
? MINGHUI
? JACOB
? DOREEN
? JESSIE
? TPYM
? 4F'08
? VINCENT
? LISHAN
? MELISSA
? YIKAI
? JIANBIN
? SHERMIN
? YIJUAN
? LITING
? APACHE
? ZETTEN
? BRENTLYMALLARD
? EILEEN

acknowledgements.
? * étoile filante
inspiration/colours: mintyapple
icons: cablelines
reference: x / x

past thoughts in words.
? October 2008
? November 2008
? December 2008
? January 2009
? February 2009
? March 2009
? April 2009
? May 2009
? June 2009
? July 2009
? August 2009
? September 2009
? October 2009
? November 2009
? December 2009
? January 2010
? February 2010
? March 2010
title:
date: Tuesday, June 23, 2009
time:10:24 PM
it's totally crappy to feel the way i feel now.
but yet again, nobody knows.
i dont blame anyone that nobody knows.
i wont tell anyone either.
going to where i get my knowledge from is sometimes a torture.
i'm all alone. no one is true. even when one is, that one is probably with others.
its ok, you probably dont get what i'm saying because nobody knows.
passing that place every morning is a torture.
it feels like i've made a wrong choice that landed me where i am and made me feel the way i do.
i hate it when i dont have a mind of my own.
i hate it when i make decisions based on people's influences.
nobody knows.
nobody knows. nobody knows, NOBODY KNOWS!
i cant whine, i cant cry, i cant scream, i cant express the way i want to.
i am numb to everything.
why is this so?
nobody knows. not even myself.


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title: no one knows
date: Wednesday, June 10, 2009
time:11:43 PM
Nobody knows, nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry, if I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows, nobody knows
Nobody likes, nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life made a choice
But I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Baby, oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown?
And I've lost my way back homeI think nobody knows
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares
It's win or lose, not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Baby, oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown?
And I've lost my way back home
And oh
Nobody knows
Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
Nobody knows
Nobody knows the rhythm of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but me
Me
by Pink


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