title: it's totally crappy to feel the way i feel now. but yet again, nobody knows. i dont blame anyone that nobody knows. i wont tell anyone either. going to where i get my knowledge from is sometimes a torture. i'm all alone. no one is true. even when one is, that one is probably with others. its ok, you probably dont get what i'm saying because nobody knows. passing that place every morning is a torture. it feels like i've made a wrong choice that landed me where i am and made me feel the way i do. i hate it when i dont have a mind of my own. i hate it when i make decisions based on people's influences. nobody knows. nobody knows. nobody knows, NOBODY KNOWS! i cant whine, i cant cry, i cant scream, i cant express the way i want to. i am numb to everything. why is this so? nobody knows. not even myself. |
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