"A promise is a cloud; fulfillment is rain"

why is april taking so long?

Friday, February 27, 2009

exactly 10 long days since i've last blogged.
before i logged on to blogger, i was actually reading visiting many blogs.
blogs of many of my schoolmates. or rather, used-to-be schoolmates.
i read their old posts and then moved on to the more recent ones.
and then what happens?
slowly, the names that these friends mentioned gradually becomes more unfamiliar.
no longer 4F, Nan Chiau or the many nick names we give each other.
now, it's become the names that i've never heard of in my life.
guess they've really moved on and entered another chapter and met new people.
but i believe somewhere, deep in them, they still miss the old times.. right guys? =)

well.. i cant wait to start school and meet different people too!
but the sad thing is that there's still one more month and a few more days to go..
sometimes, i do ponder on why i didnt enter a college instead.
being blessed with eligible scores but not taking up the offer.
haha. i guess i'm just jealous that all of you all already have something going on in your lives while i'm still waiting.. and waiting.. and waiting..
perhaps once i start school, things might be different then..

april, are you coming soon or what?!

4:25 PM

testing

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

not in the mood to blog today.
was just testing out something with blogger.
so.. pardon me, this is a totally redundant post. haha =)

12:44 AM

times of your life

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

were there times of your life you really remember?
or do you seem like you remember them but they are long gone?
while reading many blogs today, i realised something. i miss the good old days.
the days where i had a routined life. funny but true.
i really do miss the days where i just wake up, wash up, get dressed, go to school, spend time in school, end school, return home, eat, study, nap, study, eat, tv, sleep, and the same thing happens the next day too.
i guess i;m just too lost in my holidays.
everyday is just almost meaningless. it feels as though i'm throwing everyday away.
and i guess the recession is real bad too. i've been looking for a job but to no avail.
sent out thousands of mails but not a single reply.
probably i havent been looking hard enough? i dont know.

i cant wait till the day i finally start school. then i'll return to my routine life once again.
but by then, probably i'd be blogging about remembering the good old days where i just stayed home and did everything at my own pace.

sighs.. life is so contradicting. or, is it just me?

Labels: good old days

11:29 PM

Monday, February 2, 2009

i've not posted in a long time yeah? just realised too.

haha.

stretch a rubber band between two poles and make sure it has way too much tension.

then use your finger and flick the middle hard, real hard.

what happens?

it SNAPS!

blow a ballon to its fullest.

but dont stop, keep blowing.

what happens?

it BURSTS!

stand at the 3rd storey of a flat.

play trust fall and believe that the bed that your friend set to catch you will work.

what happens?

well, i don't think i'll jump.

everything is so unreliable.

rubber bands meant to stretch so that you can tie it around something snaps.

balloons meant to be blown up big and beautifully bursts.

beds that are meant to give you comfort might you even more afraid.

1:14 AM